MUST BLOG TEMPTATIONS OVERWHELMING

so ie always been a little bit of a gossip whore well connected etc 

while everyone else was out making a tard of themselves i was always filing it away in my head for future blackmail and lemme tell you something having a big network has always been useful but yeah im digressing its just that most things that you think i wont find out ill either figure out from someone else or ill just read you until i know what it is

now you might be thinking OH WHAT ITS THIS DELICIOUSLY TANTALISING PEICE OF GOSSIP THEN? well tbh its non existant i just feel like blogging about the immaturity of some people

not a bitchy post mind you

its just i find it immature when people are always declaring undying love for someone

im not bitter and im not scorned(much :p) its just that love a first sight isnt real and its getting annoying the amount of people im dealing with at this point who are convinced it will happen 

love is a delicate flower damaged by almost everything 

thats why people only love one person for their entire life its because that flower was fortunate to resist the harsh environment of a human heart 

love takes time to grow too, a long time in my experiance. it grows in the strangest of places too and when you finally give up on love youll look inside your heart and see it growing from say, the ceiling? 

my prognosis to you lovesick fools?

stop trying so hard and just let it happen you wont find love by looking for it stop ruling people out and simply live by your own means love isnt about depending on someone, its about sharing all the things in your life with another, good or bad.

peace

Love is something you find in the most unusual places .

It's also something you find at the most unusual times, right when you never though you would find it. It's something you can never be told about, something you can never hear, or see.

It's only something you can feel.

Sometimes you'll feel it with someone who doesn't feel it back, and when it's like that it's a horrible thing. We try to seal ourselves away from love just to make ourselves feel a little better so that we can get up every day.

Then we repeat this cycle again and and again become more sealed away every time. 

But then, someone loves you back, some of us get lucky and meet them first, other's have to wait and wait. You never realise that your gonna find that person, not until you do. 

You never believe you going to feel that way until you do. 

Once the cycle is broken things start to get better, even if what you feel wilts and dies, even if it lasts a lifetime. In the end you know that you aren't unloveable and you aren't alone and you know that one night can change a lifetime.